

Bad ThoughtsWhen I have bad thoughts, I picture a net that pulls them all away like a fishing netBad Thoughts
But it hasn't been working lately I think the holes are too big


ControlIt starts under my ribs and rises into my throat It moves with a single minded blindness until it will explodeControl
Rage. Hatred. Anger.
How can I stop it? It feels so good
once it is released but I need to keep it hidden
Calm.
Deep Breath. Happy Things.
Its caged. for now but like all animals it grows
stronger
soon I won't be able to hold it in
Clouds
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We know not what we've done
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A fish could love a bird, but where would they live?
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I haven't lost my mind - It's backed up on disk somewhere...
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A fish could love a bird, but where would they live?
I ran into Amy at Costco today...and as we were talking I was about to ask if she'd seen the Avatar finale and then I remembered and prayed that she wouldn't say "OH and I TOLD YOU Zuko and Katara wouldn't get together!! HA!"
But she didn't. Phew! I don't know what I would have said....
ANYWAY TELL ME ALL ABOUT YOUR SCHOOL AND EVERYTHING!
I'm leaving Thursday and official classes start the following Tuesday...oh boy...
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Team JACOB. Because real men don't sparkle.
School is great, everyone here is so kind and accepting, and during Christian Perpectives, the discussions are amazing!! You would like it here, everyone pays attention in class! (including the boys, which i way different from in St.Kitts!!)
I didn't know how hard it was to be the new student!! Especailly so far away from my former home!
I miss you and Yassah, and Mrs. Greenham and everyone!!1
Math here is way different. For example, instead of BEDMAS, they have PEMDAS. isnt that weird?
How is Pensylvania? is it drastcly different there too?
Miss you tons!!!
are you surprised that i knew who you are?
cause it is kind of unclear and I KNEW!!!
lol, just kidding.
So, next stop, British Columbia, eh? That's gonna be quite the trip. Hey. If I wave hello to you here in St. Catharines, will you wave back to me in BC?
Talk to ya soon!
(i thought that you were in ottawa)
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